All in you

May be you will never know,
why I never said a word,
why I pushed you away
and never allowed you in.
Why I never asked you reasons,
why I buried my feelings,
under the deepest sea.
Why I chained my heart
and hid it’s key.

Under a deep black sky,
you left me with blackness,
messing up with my Kohl,
tears welled up from my eyes.
But, you know what?
I feel happy and proud,
That departure doesn’t hurt now,
black has become my favourite colour.
No matter how many times,
you push me into darkness,
the sun still finds a way
to bring light to the moon
and the skyline brings me stars.

Do you know why?
Some prayers are powerful
and some souls know magic of love.

– Anushk@

Published by Anushk@

Learning new everyday..!!

97 thoughts on “All in you

  1. I’m very pleased to find this website. I want to to thank you for your time just for this wonderful read!! I definitely really liked every little bit of it and I have you saved to fav to check out new stuff in your blog.

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      1. I’m doing good!, just making enough time to interact with my favs on WordPress here and scheduling my Monday posts.
        Long time, yes! I thought you disappeared, so had to check up on you.
        Now tell me, what’s new in life?

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      2. You post only on Monday?
        I’ll have to rush and see your posts..
        I have missed them…

        And I didn’t disappeared….we just lost touch…and you are here and I am so glad shaunak…

        New….mmmm..I am learning to drive bike..!!
        You tell…how have you been lately?

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      3. Yes, for now Mondays only..
        I’m glad you’re here too Anushka 😀

        Wow, thats something I’d never want to learn (when I was a kid, anyone who sat on the backseat had always had a fall). All the very best to you, courageous one!

        I’m swell. Almost got habituated to this work from home, and trying to spend some time watching a new series I started amidst all the work and study pressure!

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      4. I am not that courageous Shaunak…!!
        Just doing little adventure..

        What series have you watched?
        I have too watched so many series and movies during this period..


      5. Since lockdown, I’ll tell you what I’ve completed so far..
        Money Heist, Supernatural, Peaky Blinders,
        Scorpion, Two and Half Men, Mentalist.
        Now I’m currently watching Vikings, Narcos and Upload!

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      6. Oh my God shaunak….you have watched so many series…and from your list I gave got new ideas to watch too..😉

        I too have watched money heist and mentalist..!!
        But have completed so many movies.
        Currently I am watching….Lucifer..


      7. Lucifer is amazing, as that’s what I’ve heard, and I planned to watch it after Supernatural, but ended up watching Vikings!

        I used to watch a lot (like a really lot) of movies before, but now I’m more into series and sitcoms!

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      8. It’s damn amazing Shaunak. Do watch..!! I am really enjoying that.

        You are giving me so many ideas of series to watch. Thank you.

        So you are movie enthusiast..!!
        Thats really good…I can take so many recommendation from you then.

        Have a great day shaunak..!!😊

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  2. Reading a poem most of us lacking the ability to find what actually a beautiful poem feel like , we try finding rhyming in every coming lines of it.
    Your poem didn’t rhyme but the kind of words and thoughts you have put together here it never needed one.
    Please keep creating !
    “Every lines of it rhymes with our heart beat”.

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    1. That’s so sweet to hear. Well, I was never into rhymings, I am trying to rhyme as well, but I am more into free verses and I am glad somebody is appreciating that.
      Thank you so much ❤️💙

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  3. Anushk@
    What a beautiful mind you have! Facing life is thing but writing this out of life is wizardry. Like a true fan of your content I feel like bowing down to you and express the feelings this artistic creation made me feel.
    What an endeavor!
    Love your work!

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    1. You don’t have to do anything to praise me.
      I can much you loved it. Its more than enough for me❤️
      I don’t have a beautiful mind…you have a beautiful heart..

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  4. Beautiful poem as usual Anushka.. ❤ Liked it..!! 😀
    Maybe you should teach me some of your skills!
    And good to see the resolve of the protagonist as depicted in the poem..!!
    More power to her.. 😀

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    1. Thank you so much Abir😊
      Well, I am no teach you anything…
      You have your own uniqueness 💙
      Your power has been received by the protagonist ✨

      I have read your today’s blog, will revert back to you soon💙
      Take care.
      Have a great day ahead ✨

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      1. Well, don’t sell yourself short.. 😉 You are capable of writing superb poems..!! ❤

        And good to know that the protagonist is happy..!! Would love to see her smiling, happy and energetic as always.. ❤

        Waiting for your reviews of my blog post.. 😊🤗
        Thank you and you too take care..!!
        Keep smiling.. ❤
        Have a great week ahead..!! 😊😊

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      2. Thank you so much Abir..for all your motivations😊
        Protagonist is doing well now, after reading you.

        I’ll be reaching there soon.
        Have a great week to you too✨

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  5. Now that I know your side of story, I could instantly connect to it.

    Anushka my love this is beautiful. I know it’s poignant, the feeling crawls and leaves us shallow from inside but it takes hell lot of courage to get up, dust it all and begin fresh…
    I loved this poem to the core. I connected to everything you said..

    When you said now black has become your favorite colour, I felt it.
    When you said you hid the key, I thought I was living my story through this..

    Its so so beautiful, you know you don’t have to learn to rhyme if you can do such wonders through free rhymes.
    All raw emotions and feelings were captured in this small yet deep poem…

    More strength to you my Love ♥️

    I feel you and I am by your side always ✨

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    1. Who can understand this better than you Rashmi💙

      It really takes a lot of effort. You know what Rashmi, what’s the hardest part in this, is to learn living without them, when you have loved that person with all your heart.

      But now, the hurt hurts less because it has taught you a different emotions, to grow and most importantly to show you how to love yourself better.

      Thanks you so much Rashmi💙 for loving it.
      I received your strength and I am feeling feeling you by my side.


      1. The hurt hurts less with time. We get so impatient that we forget healing takes time.
        I am proud of you that you’re over it now….
        You feel me around because I am always around ✨

        Sending you love and happy vibes from distance ❣️

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  6. Hey this is nice.. Gives positive vibes. Your last lines are amazing and I loved these lines more
    The sun still finds a way
    to bring light to the moon.
    Stay happy ❤️

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  7. Amazingly beautiful Anushka💙💙
    Your words always leave a long lasting impact on your readers.
    This was terrific..!!
    specially…messing up with my kohl…and the last two lines…have blown me away..!!
    Your writing is so deep.
    You are incredible..!!💙

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